Happy Easter!
I must say I never really understood what that most (overused and) famous quote in the bible meant.
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16
I must admit that growing up I never really thought much of it, and it was only until recently (yes, I’m slow I won’t argue with that:P) that I truly understood why Jesus had to die for us. The realization hit me so hard that even when I meditate upon the crucifixion and resurrection today my heart is flooded with a torrent of this incredibly overwhelming feeling.
Have you ever wondered why it was necessary for Jesus to die? What made His death different from the two prisoners at His side, from Peter’s, or from anyone at all for that matter? I’m sure many people in history would have suffered and been tormented at by the brutality of men, or have died a more horrible physical death than Jesus. I guess that is debatable. But what exactly made Jesus different from the rest of these people?
The fact is, Jesus suffered most in His soul. The pain that He had gone through in His physical body comes from the brain, but everything else comes from the heart, and the torment He went through came from His separation with the Father, the one person whom He loved so, so much. Can you imagine that? We feel so tortured when we are unable spend time with the one we love, yet Jesus forsook His being with His Father, the one whom He is united with, for our sake.
Jesus is God, He knows all our sins and all our shortcoming, and I’ve come to learn that the reason He had to go through physical death is because sin lives in the physical body, and so by bearing all our sins in His body on the cross, He took away all the sin of the world and opened the gates to eternal life. Now can you even begin to imagine that? The sins of all the people in the past, throughout their own lifetimes, and even the people in the generations to come. Imagine the amount of sin He had to carry, but hey, imagine the magnitude of His love for us. Omg.
And then there’s the burden of knowledge. During the last supper and in the garden of Gethsemane, Jesus knew exactly what was to happen to Him and yet, because He loved God so much He didn’t let anything stop Him in fulfilling His Will. He didn’t stop Judas from betraying Him because of He didn’t want to deny him of his free will. But imagine knowing that you are going to be separated from the one you are one with. Was He fearful because of the physical blows He knew He was to receive, or even the crucifixion? No. He was afraid of being separated from His Father. Jesus knew that by carrying the burden of all our sins He was going to be separated from the Father, because sin and God cannot exist together. He had to be separated from someone whom He was so intimate with. (And can you imagine how God would have felt?) Jesus surrendered His freedom for us. He became an atheist on the cross, for us. He was stripped naked and became a fool for us. But when you are in love, you have no shame. For when there is love, there is humility.
“My God, why have you forsaken me?”
Jesus was rejected by God on the cross, because He carried so, so much sin. The silence of God will kill you, the silence of your loved one will kill you, but at the moment of death Jesus still had so much Faith- “Father, into Your hands I commit my Spirit”. Look into the eyes of Jesus and see how much love He has for you. The passion of Christ’s soul is the ultimate expression of His love!
Can you imagine? This is the Jesus we talk to everyday.
He is super duper (x3424924923423) amazing! I guess for me really understanding the passion of Christ makes me truly able to rejoice in His resurrection! Appreciating how much He had to go through makes His resurrection from the dead all the more meaningful. And it gives so much more meaning to that (almost) hackneyed old verse from the bible-
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”
This man, I tell you, He is absolutely amazing, even after 2000 years I just want to fall deeper and deeper and deeper in love with Him. I want so much to love Him more, and I really desire to be able to love more like Him.
Well happy Easter guys, hope this lenten journey has been a truly meaningful one for you :)
M